… and that is why i don’t really want my picture taken
sometimes, the appearance reflects the soul…
hideous creature…
i feel so old…
what was that? dark, naughty, and sexy?
i’ll take care of the "dark" part, god knows i can’t be other than…
fire blazes in front of my eyes
flickers race towards the sky
and I watch them settle one by one
to become the stars I’ll wish upon
and when my wish has been finally said
when the blazing fire’s gone dead
I’ll look forward to the morning when my wish would come true
I wished for you.
I’m tired of putting up a front
miss sunny disposition
a smile in the face
accompanied by a contagious laugh
nothing but a mask, and beneath, a sad gaze
I have entered a no-way-out maze I, myself, made
admittedly, I’m too stupid to even remember my way
back to the reality I’ve tried so hard to hide
behind the disguise of a beautiful life
nevertheless fake, one big lie.
and now’s too late to realize
my pretense, unmistakably, was a mistake
a dark deed not even I could unmake
realizing too, and again, too late
I’m in the face of destruction I, myself, did create
I’m tired of putting up a front
and my mask suffocates me, I can breathe no more
but to remove my guise makes me vulnerable
all my weaknesses exposed, like burnt skin unprotected
now all I have are these options
make the borrowed face my own,
abandon old self to the dark recesses
of my personal history to, there, meet it’s death
or throw away the artificial face I wore
to face the world naked and uncovered
to soon enough meet
that which choosing the other path I would still have met
two roads then to one end
about w. axl rose!!! whatever happened to him? i have been watching GnR videos lately, and it just makes me wonder how he is now? where is the dancing, jumping, screaming, running, cursing frontman of guns n’ roses? and… wait a minute… where’s my axl rose poster? who the f*&% removed it from my wall? s*&%!!! that was the last memento from my rockin grade school days! dang! that just really pisses me off… that’s it for now… gotta hunt for the poster-remover! s*&^!!!
